Who's Important?

Hmmm Tuesday...mmmm

Sone only day later, this blog has made me highly perceptive to my experiences, something I didn't expect. I went through so many emotions and events yesterday and thought it interesting when I found myself immediately thinking-this is good for my blog! I don't know what's more fascinating, is it 1- that my emotions are being considered as opposed to just dealt with; 2-that I'm actually liking the whole blog thing; 3- that I don't plan to blog about any of that stuff today?

Nope...none of that...

What's currently boggling my mind is that I'm being forced to live consciously. How can I make sense of this statement? Well, here it goes... As a social worker, I strive to live consciously, to know how my actions affect my family, my environment/community, the systems I navigate on a daily basis etc. But for a person that was never into journals or diaries for reasons better left undisclosed, I am publicly investigating myself through words made public. It may not be a big deal to those who are accustomed to blogging, but this is a breakthrough people!

Paying attention to details of my life, actions, emotions, behaviors and analyzing them in the productive non-psycho way, while cognicent of the fact that they may one day reach this page, sheds a new light on consciousness.

I'm thankful that I challenge myself to listen to ME. We spend so much time pendiente al que diran that we loose ourselves trying to please others. Well, I'm not that person anymore. I stopped caring about how people felt about me (all aspects of me) when I became a priority.

Become your priority...